Moschino, Fall 2018.

❝ Back again, I see, ❞ Ciaran does little to soften her voice, to sweeten her words. Gentleness and tenderness had no place upon her tongue, and she was far too old to care for niceties. Even on a professional level, the assassin never offered her clients more than a sharp cold stare and words carved into a voice which held the memory of a cold winter’s night. Eyes the color of coals swept over the pale figure upon her couch, taking in the sight of him as if he were just another piece of furniture. She does not comment on the way her hound lazes just the same at the youth’s feet.
If she had more of a mind for fantasies, she might think that her wolf were an extension of the moon kissed youth.
A pity she didn’t.
The brunette moved with grace throughout her sparsely decorated apartment. Coat was hung upon rack, boots left neatly aligned on a plastic mat so the ash wood floorboards would remain clean, free of whatever dirt she tracked in from the outside. Bags were brought over to the island separating her living room from her kitchen. Take out was carefully eased free of brown paper bags, aluminum and plastic containers hot with hand made Chinese food from the restaurant two blocks away. ❝ You haven’t eaten, have you, Hœnir? ❞
He should count his lucky stars that she bought too much for one person.
// @moonsought

❝ Another night with you.
Another wound.
You keep me in stitches.
You tear me to pieces. ❞
fandomless oc. ciaran.as cursed by corset.
Gangsta. have many concepts so If anyone is interested, here you have a little resume
E R G A S T U L U M:City in wich the series takes place. It was originally intended as a quarantine for Twilights.
C E L E B R E R:Drug created during the war to enhance strength, speed and agility, can be administered via three methods: pills, injections or bullets; is addictive and toxic in large or repeated doses. There are two kinds: Upper and Downer.
Upper: Can boost a twilights physical abilities but at the cost of their own life span.
Downer: Is used after the upper and helps to maintain the body’s stability.Celebrer can be administered via three methods:
Tablets: Twilights has to take celebrer daily to maintain their health, the amount of pills pers person depends.
Injector: To be used when a Twilight is suffering from withdrawalsymptoms or when a Twilight is about to lose their life on a batlefield.
Bullets: Is used to restrain a Twilight’s movements (in conjuction with a tranquilizer gunT W I L I G H T / T A G G E D / K O U K O N:Title given to the Celebre users from the war, the children and descendants of those who used as well. They’re registered and controlled using tags, these tags have their rank: from D/5 (the lowest) to S/0 (the highest) -talking about strength- However, Twilights have to deal with a collateral effect known as compensation
What the fuck compensation is? physical and mental disorders (which are hereditary) plus the lifespan of a Twilight is drastically shortened, usually ending in their early thirtiesTwilights are required to followthree main principles:
Article One: Twilights must not intentionally hurt humans. Destroying the overall balance by disregarding this rule is forbidden.
Article Two: Twilights must obey orders directed to them by humans. However, orders that conflict with article one are exceptions.
Article Three: If the situation does not conflict with articles one and two, a Twilight must defend oneself.S U P E R H U M A N N O R M A L:People who during the war weren’t affected by Celebre’s after effects nor the poison. Their strenght is equal to -or even- stronger than that of the Twilights. Most of them were raised as Hunters.
Hunter: Those who engage in hunting Twilights. Worrick said: ”Hunters are just like the Tagged without the compensation" Destroyers:Independent group made by Hunters, their main purpose? kill as many Twilights as they can. It’s known that there was third incarnations the manga talks about second and third (the actual)B I G M A F I A F A M I L I E S:The primary governing forces internally in Ergastulum are the local mafia families:
Corsica Family: They are well known for bearing hatred towards Twilights. This family smuggles weapons into the city and also runs the sex industry within the city. Known members: Uranos Corsica (Leader) Georgiana Ivan Glaziev. Cristiano Family: Their sole responsibility in Ergastulum is distributing Celebre to the Twilights, they’re legally forbidden from doing more than that, but they hires the Benriya and others Twilights to perform tasks without causing them any problems. Known members: Loretta Cristiano Amodio (Leader), Galahad Woehor, Marco Adriano. Monroe Family This family deals with commerce within the city and also provides support for Twilights unaffiliated with the Paulklee Guild. Known Members: Daniel Monroe (Leader), Delico, Diego Montes, Ivan Glaziev (fkn traitor), Miles Mayer, Yang Paulklee Guid: (not a family itself but holds equal status with those family leaders.) They supplies tagged mercenaries to a wide variety of clients, including the three major families. Known Members: Gina Paulklee (Leader), Doug, Galahad Woehor, Ginger, Hausen, etc.****Please note how Ivan Glazev is a fucking traitor
O T H E R O R G A N I Z A T I O N S
Benriya: Independent group who are hired for almost any job required. They are located in Ergastulum’s 8th district. Members: Worick Arcangelo, Nicolas Brown and recently Alex Benedetto. Destroyers: As I said above is a group of Hunters who kill Twilights, they’re currently working with the Corsica Family. Known Members:Striker, Beretta, Colt, Sig, Emilio Benedetto (Marco Adriano was a member of the Second Destroyers) Theo’s Clinic runned by Doctor Theo and Nina (nurse) Police Department in charge of Chad Adkins and Cody (his juniour partner) Tabaco & Gun shop runned by Joel Raveau and her granddaughter Constance (Connie)

based on this suggestions blog. warning: these are pretty dark/angry & could be triggering to some people. please be cautious before proceeding!!
‘ all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly & me to not flinch away without meaning to. when will this stop affecting me? ’
‘ all i want is to be soft & gentle, but i’m made out of steel & anger. maybe in another life, i guess. ’
‘ beauty is in the eye of the beholder, so choose to see beauty in everything. ’
‘ burning it all to the ground & force them to start again. they made you lose everything. now return the favor. ’
‘ do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own? ’
‘ do you trust me enough? do you trust me at all? ’
‘ don’t you dare abandon me. ’
‘ even after all you have done, i will always want you fighting on my side. ’
‘ every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again. ’
‘ everyone i have ever loved is long gone. i sing to the sky alone. ’
‘ everyone i touch gets hurt, but i can’t stop. i touch & i touch & i touch & people get hurt. why can’t i ever stop? ’
‘ everyone says i used to be a hero, but i can still taste the blood in my mouth & still feel bruises blooming because of my fists & my eyes are still stretched wide & terrified. ’
‘ everything i love has been taken from me. what do i have left to fight for? ’
‘ fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong. ’
‘ friends are more important than any material object will ever be. ’
‘ i am aching to hold you & keep you safe, to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you. ’
‘ i am divine & you will bow before me. ’
‘ i am fucking divine. ’
‘ i am in control & i listen to no one. ’
‘ i am not a good person. don’t pretend i am. ’
‘ i am not accustomed to love. this is a learning experience. ’
‘ i am not worth saving & i am not worth redemption. let me stay in the dark. ’
‘ i am so tired all the time, all i want to do is rest. ’
‘ i am too tired to deal with any of this. ’
‘ i bow to no man. ’
‘ i broke into sharp pieces when i broke & i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together. i’m sorry. ’
‘ i can give you your wings back & i can show you to fly once more, if you only believe in me. ’
‘ i cannot be saved. ’
‘ i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people. i can bear this weight on my own. i have to. ’
‘ i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you, but i loved you too much to notice. ’
‘ i crave affection in the simplest way. ’
‘ i deserve to hurt. i deserve to bleed. ’
‘ i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me. ’
‘ i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer, as long as it leaves your lips. ’
‘ i don’t fight for you anymore. ’
‘ i don’t want to let go of you. not now, not ever. ’
‘ i don’t want to talk about it. i don’t want to remember. i don’t want to heal. all i want is for it to go away. ’
‘ i don’t want you to touch me. please don’t touch me, just go away. ’
‘ i feel anger deeper than my bones. i feel anger in my very soul. ’
‘ i feel nothing at all, except for when i feel everything all at once. ’
‘ i have fallen & though i may miss the sky, i belong here now. ’
‘ i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine. ’
‘ i have no home anymore. ’
‘ i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand & then i remember nothing. ’
‘ i see beauty in everything, but especially in you. ’
‘ i should never have fallen in love with you. ’
‘ i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me. now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away. ’
‘ i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe. ’
‘ i will never amount to anything. i am a failure in the worst type of way. ’
‘ i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me & maybe someday it will be true. ’
‘ if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore. ’
‘ if you ask me to, i will set the whole world on fire, my dear. it’s all for you. ’
‘ is it my fault? it’s my fault. it’s always my fault. ’
‘ it’s not murder if they deserved it, right? ’
‘ i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me, choking on anger & suffocating on sadness. ’
‘ i’m in love with everything that hurts me. ’
‘ i’m okay. i’m alright. this is all in my mind. ’
‘ i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me. ’
‘ i’m so cold & i can’t stop shaking. i am not who you think i am. ’
‘ i’m so tired all the time & i just want to be awake again. ’
‘ i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten. i just want someone to remember me. ’
‘ i’m tired of fighting everything in my life. just make it stop. ’
‘ i’m too tired to care. blow up, get angry at me. i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it. ’
‘ jealousy burns within me. ’
‘ just let me go in peace for once in my damn life. ’
‘ loneliness is a disease & it leaves me empty & hollow, like sound goes through my body & bounces back. ’
‘ made of starlight & sunshine, i shine brighter than they all know. ’
‘ my anger is righteous & my actions are pure. ’
‘ my chest aches & my lungs burn. this sickness comes from the inside. ’
‘ my chest hurts & all i need is some comfort & understanding. ’
‘ my chest hurts & i ache to go back to the sky. ’
‘ my shoulders are aching where wings used to be & all i want is for them to stop hurting. ’
‘ pull me apart & piece me together in your own way. make me perfect. ’
‘ righteous fury throws through my veins & if you touch the people i love i will destroy you. ’
‘ rise up. you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more. ’
‘ say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue. ’
‘ so much blood has been spilled in my name. time to make you believe it was in yours. ’
‘ so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent, but not when i scream & plead for help? fuck off. ’
‘ sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want. ’
‘ stay away from my fucking friends. stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you. ’
‘ stop treating me like i’m an idiot. you aren’t better than me in any way & you better remember that. ’
‘ the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue. ’
‘ the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it. ’
‘ to love them is my divine right. ’
‘ voices whisper from the shadows & they fill my mind with thoughts of you. ’
‘ what did i to wrong to be so unloved? ’
‘ what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it? ’
‘ who the fuck do you think you are? ’
‘ why can’t i ever fucking stop crying? ’
‘ with a new year comes new tests & triumphs. let’s try to make the most out of it. ’
‘ would it really kill you to be honest for once? ’
‘ yes, i remember my wings breaking & being destroyed. i was powerless to stop it. ’
‘ you are not required to love your parents, or to even like them. ’
‘ you can’t hate me more than i hate myself, but you are more than welcome to try. ’
‘ you may say you love me, but you love only a part of me. i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being. ’
‘ you never fucking cared about me. don’t fucking lie about it. not to me. ’
‘ you remind me of mint. fresh, sharp, kind of cold, but in a nice way. i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite. ’
‘ you shine light in even the darkest parts of me. you are my sun. ’
‘ you should fear me, but you don’t. i will be eternally puzzled, yet grateful. ’
‘ you touch me & my skin burns & it burns for you, always you. ’
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MAIN
We Slipped Into Midnight
change is coming...
VERSE
And I Let My Heart Break Twice
They are gone. They are all gone.
??????
Lost Worlds and Endless Nights
The godless age without purpose.
PERFUME IN MY BLOOD
Bloodborne
A former assassin of the church, Ciaran believed that her past was far behind her when she managed to leave Yharnam. Now she has returned, and the city is far from what she left behind.
Fate Series
We Withold our Blessings
Master or servant???
Gangsta
Don't Beg for Your Mercy
Having remained seperate from the organisation since her girlhood, Ciaran once traveled in a pack with three other Twilights. Gough, Ornstein, and Artorias. The four once offered their services to any who were willing to pay in large sums, so that they might afford the much needed Celebre.
Now alone, Ciaran continues to offer her services as an assassin to any willing to pay. She cares not for the internal conflict of Ergastulum.
Private
Color of Blood
Ciaran, stripped of a Lord to serve and a purpose in life, sets about creating the Farron Legion as Artorias' living legacy.
VERSE NAME
AGE
TIMELINE
POSITION
VERSE DESCRIPTION GOES HERE.
Heavily relying on logic, she does not let her emotions rule in her decisions. Each action she takes is backed up with careful thought or research. Ideas. Carefully planned actions do not need the influence of her emotions and if she is to use logic to determine each factor of her existence, than this is for the best. Due in part to how cold she comes off, how distant she can be, she has been left with few friends. It does not bother her. In fact, she prefers the solitude, the fact that she will not be disturbed often by others while simply trying to wind down from the tension filled lifestyle she has inherited.
When dealing with problems of any sort, she is willing to contain the problem that troubles her, define it and then apply her formidable willpower to either crush it. All her strength, the simmering edge of emotions she doesn't let herself feel lest she lose focus, her control.
Ciaran understands more than any other that given her lifestyle, she is just as endangered as she is dangerous. That any weakness, any shred of hesitation or doubt shown herself or others can be taken advantage of. Of course she is not nearly so emotionless as she tries desperately to believe. It is only that she has done her best to keep herself as private as possible.
Ciaran’s past is obscured between moving from country to country, carefully tied up in mystery to obscure the lines of deception and bloodshed which have been nursed in the Knight bloodline. During her youth she was separated from her family, sent away to attend a bordering school while staying in the care of her aunt. For her own protection the truth of her family was hidden from her. However, during the spring of her sixteenth year, she would find herself apart of her family business once more.
Throughout her formative years, she was a difficult child. Always running around, playing roughly with local children. It was during this side that she was attacked by a wild dog, leaving a terrible bite mark upon her hip. The fear of dogs which this incident aroused within the child would haunt her for years. A fear that she was only able to smother in her twenties upon being gifted with a wolf-hybrid from her eldest brother. A gift meant to celebrate her many accomplishments among her family. A gift she eventually learned to love.
As for why and how Ciaran was drawn back into the bloody business of her family? That remains a true mystery. Something held tight to the assassin’s chest.